For so long I have been following a faith that I never really understood.....until now. I spent my whole last summer as a youth director for a church, and I have just realized that I did not believe in what I was selling. How dare I teach the word of God and not even understand it until now.
My heart was so full of anger and hatred. Both things that you CANNOT have in your heart and follow Christ. I didnt love my neighbor and in turn I didnt really love Christ the way I should. I am a sinner saved by grace. As of today. I have sold the word of God short up to this day in my life. But Im not going to anymore. He is the only way to really let go of anger and rage. I cant take one frustration out on another one. I have to truly let go.
In the words of Tyler Durden, "Its only after you have lost everything that you are free to do anything."
Anyway, thanks for reading the first blog, And the question stands for you to answer on your own.
Do you smoke what you sell? Do you believe the Christ Jesus that you preach?
My heart was so full of anger and hatred. Both things that you CANNOT have in your heart and follow Christ. I didnt love my neighbor and in turn I didnt really love Christ the way I should. I am a sinner saved by grace. As of today. I have sold the word of God short up to this day in my life. But Im not going to anymore. He is the only way to really let go of anger and rage. I cant take one frustration out on another one. I have to truly let go.
In the words of Tyler Durden, "Its only after you have lost everything that you are free to do anything."
Anyway, thanks for reading the first blog, And the question stands for you to answer on your own.
Do you smoke what you sell? Do you believe the Christ Jesus that you preach?
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nice post there jon :)
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